so i REALLY want to lose weight

i keep saying that, over and over, but then matt and i order pizza, or have a lot of beer, or are lazy.  i get more and more frustrated with myself which makes me eat.  LOVE the downward spiral of being an emotional eater.

i have a few goals….

lose 5 pounds by 2/14

lose 5 more pounds by 3/14

lost 5 more pounds 4/6 so i can actually run.

ok, so most of you remember how my legs hurt like hell — i had stress fractures.  i took 4 months off from all activity and played shitty raquetball for 3 days, and now i hurt again?  what’s that?  matt and i think its because of my weight, so i really need to get it down.  so i hope i can be 145 or less for canada cup so i can run w/o a lot of pain.

today i need to go to the gym, and i really should go to the office.  my boss is in town, but i am getting sooo much done here.  ugh. or i could go to work and then the gym on the way home.  i’m sure everyone there misses me but i love working at home.  its really nice.

and now i am rambling so i will sign off.

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