huge news

we aren’t moving!  it is somewhat of a bittersweet decision…i really wanted to live by craig, jen, and alex, and have a life in colorado, but…at least now i am able to start building a life here again!

house still hasnt’ sold…hopefully soon, b/c this SUCKS.  we found a bunch we like in a few locations so hopefully we’ll get some progress soon and the dogs can have a big yard! 

i leave for india on sunday — should be fun.  going for 2 weeks, and a beach trip sammiched in the middle.  yes i’ll take lots of pics! :)

L.M.A.O.




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i lost 3 pounds!

yay! 

and this weekend everyone had pizza and beer and i had salad and water. :)  yay me!

today i went to the gym and ran 1.5 miles - it was great.  i saw terry (nikki’s mom), too, and i always LOVE seeing her! :)  she’s the greatest. :)

 

*love*

love = skating.

 especially on a frozen pond.

so i REALLY want to lose weight

i keep saying that, over and over, but then matt and i order pizza, or have a lot of beer, or are lazy.  i get more and more frustrated with myself which makes me eat.  LOVE the downward spiral of being an emotional eater.

i have a few goals….

lose 5 pounds by 2/14

lose 5 more pounds by 3/14

lost 5 more pounds 4/6 so i can actually run.

ok, so most of you remember how my legs hurt like hell — i had stress fractures.  i took 4 months off from all activity and played shitty raquetball for 3 days, and now i hurt again?  what’s that?  matt and i think its because of my weight, so i really need to get it down.  so i hope i can be 145 or less for canada cup so i can run w/o a lot of pain.

today i need to go to the gym, and i really should go to the office.  my boss is in town, but i am getting sooo much done here.  ugh. or i could go to work and then the gym on the way home.  i’m sure everyone there misses me but i love working at home.  its really nice.

and now i am rambling so i will sign off.

it. is. COLD.

wow, holy cold snap. it’s freezin!  i say this under my electric blanket while my fiance is out there working outside. haha. 

but is it snowing?  nope, and it isn’t supposed to.  i’m down with the cold but i’ll be very sad if we get through this whole winter with not one major snowfall.  that won’t be cool at all.

yuck.

i still feel so tired.  i’ve slept for 13 hours a night…and i am still 100% exhausted. 

everything was super fine, though.  the staff there was so nice and they really took good care of me.  and this healing isn’t as bad as i read online.  so far the biopsy was far worse than this.  i’m just sore and exhausted, but that will fade in time.

the doctor said i’ll hear from him in a week about what the results of the tests they sent in from the surgery are.  if they are fine, which i’m sure they are, then i just have to go back for a pap in 3 months.  if they aren’t fine, then i need a hysterectomy.  no more surgery!

 

stupid cancer.

the worst part about this procedure is that i can’t take advil/tylenol/asprin until after my procedure, and this week i have THE worst cramps ever.  it’s fantastic.

so the surgery is monday - i’ll be knocked out cold!  yay!  i hope i get ice cream in recovery LOL.  i doubt it but it would be spectacular.

Another blog. *sigh*

goodbye myspace, hello here. :)